It takes immense strength to pretend as if one is strong even after realizing that one’s world has fallen apart ;(
Having seen your photo in a social networking site in the morning, i was bitten by the emptiness of my soul. Had never felt so empty in my life for anything. :-(
Evening seeing your status as engaged to someone, felt as though my world came crashing down. Knew this had to happen someday but had not expected it so soon.
At least now I hope that I will be able to decide with a clear mind and thoughts will be pure as I will not be guilty of breaking one’s heart.
I would like to thank you for all the undue support and guidance you have given me.
Remembering this line from one of the best movies- “Baala daariyali bere aadru chandira baruvanu namma jote..”
(Though we are separated in our lives, we will still be lead by the moon)
I don't have the courage to ask god why me? cos i have got the best of things in my life. Yet you have been the only diversion and the only failure of my life.
I had let go of you thinking that eventually you will be mine but today i have realized that there was no 'US'.. We were never nor are we destined to be together.
Just hoping that the best is yet to come. After all, there have been a lot of hopes.. All i can tell is though I couldn’t love you the way you had expected to be loved, I loved you in the best way I could.
Few things I learnt from our 'friendship' are never to beg anything especially Love from anyone as it doesn’t create a dew drop of love in the other person’s heart. Also never express your love explicitly to anyone as it doesn’t affect the feelings of the other person. utlimately its i alone who have to cry and suffer.. :(
Today I have lost you forever. Lastly my question is dint you know about your engagement when you had called me on Friendship day? Or should I say I have a better answer for your silence past few months. But the best part is you have found your love for life who is very beautiful just as you had expected her to be.
I still remember you had told me that since i wouldn't come to meet you often, u couldn't inculcate feelings for me and today i presume that inspite of the geographical distance between u and your fiance you still have agreed to get married.
Dint you ever know that we are not made for each other when you had made me build our virtual world filled with everything we love or was it just my illusion?
Was i dreaming when you told me that you were re-designing your room and that the dressing table and the cupboard are for me? or when we were going on our virtual long drives each night? or when you would say - dear i am waiting for you in the bus stop just to pick you? Or did you forget the virtual vacations to Switz and NZ?
today i am realizing that the practical world is much different from what we dream of..
Good Bye i wish you all the best for your life's journey.
Having seen your photo in a social networking site in the morning, i was bitten by the emptiness of my soul. Had never felt so empty in my life for anything. :-(
Evening seeing your status as engaged to someone, felt as though my world came crashing down. Knew this had to happen someday but had not expected it so soon.
At least now I hope that I will be able to decide with a clear mind and thoughts will be pure as I will not be guilty of breaking one’s heart.
I would like to thank you for all the undue support and guidance you have given me.
Remembering this line from one of the best movies- “Baala daariyali bere aadru chandira baruvanu namma jote..”
(Though we are separated in our lives, we will still be lead by the moon)
I don't have the courage to ask god why me? cos i have got the best of things in my life. Yet you have been the only diversion and the only failure of my life.
I had let go of you thinking that eventually you will be mine but today i have realized that there was no 'US'.. We were never nor are we destined to be together.
Just hoping that the best is yet to come. After all, there have been a lot of hopes.. All i can tell is though I couldn’t love you the way you had expected to be loved, I loved you in the best way I could.
Few things I learnt from our 'friendship' are never to beg anything especially Love from anyone as it doesn’t create a dew drop of love in the other person’s heart. Also never express your love explicitly to anyone as it doesn’t affect the feelings of the other person. utlimately its i alone who have to cry and suffer.. :(
Today I have lost you forever. Lastly my question is dint you know about your engagement when you had called me on Friendship day? Or should I say I have a better answer for your silence past few months. But the best part is you have found your love for life who is very beautiful just as you had expected her to be.
I still remember you had told me that since i wouldn't come to meet you often, u couldn't inculcate feelings for me and today i presume that inspite of the geographical distance between u and your fiance you still have agreed to get married.
Dint you ever know that we are not made for each other when you had made me build our virtual world filled with everything we love or was it just my illusion?
Was i dreaming when you told me that you were re-designing your room and that the dressing table and the cupboard are for me? or when we were going on our virtual long drives each night? or when you would say - dear i am waiting for you in the bus stop just to pick you? Or did you forget the virtual vacations to Switz and NZ?
today i am realizing that the practical world is much different from what we dream of..
Good Bye i wish you all the best for your life's journey.
